The hardest part of this day was leaving her at the hospital that night without me. I knew she was in good hands and would be okay(the nursing staff was amazing), but it was still hard to know that I couldn't just walk down and see her if I woke up in the middle of the night. When Anders was in the NICU, they had private rooms and there were beds in the rooms so I never had to leave him at night. Eliza was in a smaller NICU, so there was no where for me to stay with her at the hospital and that was really hard for me. It was probably good for my body since I was forced to go home and rest more, but emotionally it was a big challenge to leave her there for the first time that night. I just kept praying that Eliza would continue on her fast recovery and so I wouldn't have to be away from her for too many nights.
Cuddling with a peacefully sleeping baby is so wonderful!







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